has seriously been soooo good to me.
but it seems the last week of my break decided to fuck it allll up.
things went downhill very quickly.
rip aunt isabel. i will miss you very much and i love you.

if youre gonna talk shit about me,
make sure you dont do it in front of my friends.
thats just dumb if you do.


other than that. im pretty content. even with the shit ive discovered//found out :)

Today is just one of thos weird days.
i woke up in the best mood.
and each minute its sucking more and more.
lame.
but tomorrow should be good :]

so im having the best feeling ever.
im completely comforted.
and its amazing...

New Channukah Layout.
♥

joellebelle16: i think you got me sicklol
no fa sh0: Im not sick?
no fa sh0: lol
joellebelle16: you were
no fa sh0: when?
joellebelle16: idk
joellebelle16: you said you were
joellebelle16: lol
no fa sh0: the flu shot made me feel icky
no fa sh0: i wasnt SICK
no fa sh0: lol
joellebelle16: lol my throat is sore and you said you had a virus like mono haha
no fa sh0: oh ya
no fa sh0: hah i was sick
no fa sh0: lmao
joellebelle16: hahahaha
joellebelle16: loser
no fa sh0: hahah shuttup

time for a change.
new layout.
and icons.
I cant just stick with one.
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fill this out :
1. Tell me something obvious about yourself.
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?

Now it's obvious you need a friend to come hold you down
Be that one you share your everything when no one's around
Baby come tell me your secrets, and tell me all your dreams
'Cause I can see you need someone to trust
You can trust in me

There comes a point in your life when you realize you aren't a kid anymore. Suddenly you have to make decisions, you have to make choices; everday. This is the time when you define yourself, or you let others define you. You quickly learn that there are two ways to go; under the influence, or above the influence. I am above the influence.

( just breathe )

A letter to noone,

           I confess, I messed up dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around.
           She said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"
           I don't blame you for being you,
           But you can't blame me for hating it.
           Write me off, give up on me 
           Cause darling, what did you expect
           I'm just off a lost cause
           a long shot, don't even take this bet.
           You said you'd keep me honest
           But I won't call you on it
P.s. I've been waiting a year for this day, and it was the complete opposite of anything i could have imagined...

 

 

When you say bestfreinds means freinds forever </3

I'm boring and unloyal.

just let it go,
don't be afraid,
cause you deserve better now,
anyways....





FUCK YES
I love you ♥

I'm belligerent...
while harboring resentment and pain.

do you ever feel like you have drifted or lost a friendship that ment the word to you that you begin to think about the past more and more just to try to remember the good times in hopes that one day it will be like that again. its like you dwell on the past so much that nothing in the present matters unless its identical to the past (which it never is). memories just begin to eat you up and thats all you live for, not the future but the hopes that the past will come back tomorrow. can the past even come back? you know what im talking about? "its better to have lost love then paint a smile and pretend"---- "And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you"

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you
try and know someone else and expect them to know you.




So, when were things supposed to get better?





invisible

BLUE MADONNA JUST WON TAMBU 2005~~~!!!!!
AND WHAT>!>>!>!>!>!

Ella es un estupido pinche puta.
Esta no bueno.